Episode 10: The Diary of A.L

Hi,my name is A.L. I will be 17 years old this October. Unlike any other guys with raging hormones,I am able to keep it low. Beside, I have a past like no other. Let's dive into my history. It started like this..

I was a young and not to mention a foolish boy. Every girl I met, everyone of them I thought was 'The One'. But how I was wrong. Every girl that I encountered left me with a broken heart. After we went through all sort of things, they tend to leave me by saying that same old sentence that has caused such pain and misery to my ears and also to my poor heart. They always say, "Adam you're a really nice guy but.. It's not that I don't love you because I do. I'm not sure if I'm good enough for you. You've got looks, you have fortune and you're perfect but I'm afraid I don't deserve you,I'm not good enough." Maybe what my Aunt Tania told me is true. Our family has been cursed way long back before during the time of my ancestors. Often I can found my relatives, near or far, turned out to be either an old spinster or just a widower.

Can you believe all the shit they said? BUT is a hazardous word to my life. It turned my life upside down. Back in East High School, I was everything a guy dreamt to be. I was a jock, the Team Captain for the Warriors Basketball team. I was the school's president, I have a happy family, living with my parents and a protective sister. I dated the school's brainiac,Emma. Not only with 'pretty face' like some may call me,I also have the brain. I score high on every subjects except History. I was also involved with the school theatre. But, all of that was a curse to me. With so much thing to do, everyone expected me to be someone's I'm not, with that heavy burden lies in my shoulder. After my parent's death, everything went more wrong.

My so-called-girlfriend cheated on me with the new kid in my team. And then when I went single, girls started to chase me again ,which was horrible. My life wasn't a peace. One of my obsessed fans tried to perform a black magic ritual on me. Right after that one of my sister's worker tied me to her bed and tried to rape me(yes,believe it or not). Luckily the police came right on time or I wouldn't be a virgin anymore. And so, I transfered from East High School to here, Aspire Academy.

I've changed my looks and I've hid my talents. I stayed away from the things I love the most; theatre, basketball and music. I disguised myself as a Nerd here. I've found new mates; Lewis and Sam and other Nerds. I didn't expose myself so much to them because I was afraid it would lead them to my secrets. I made friends with people for Fast Coffee House. Susan is now like my own younger sister. Since the day I lost everything, I've kept my distance from everyone from my past including Jane. But then one day came when I met with this silly girl, Molly. She's the Head cheerleader in our school and the most popular girl in school. Every guy in school went crazy for her. I've heard rumours about her sleeping around with some of the 'hottest' guys in town. It's the kind of girl I should stay away from. She is the opposite of me. We both want different things and our perspective of life is completely separated.

Molly? She has this blonde hair, usually wear tight shirts and often chooses mini skirts on the wrong days. Her eyes were grey in colour and she has a fair white skin. To be frank, Molly is DEFENITELY not my type of girl. Oh,no. I'm into girls that is not so popular but owns the kindest heart and has her own inner beauty that only I can see. Like the girl I saw at the Fast Coffee House. Her hair was brown, her lips were red and her outfit was just plain simple. And since I met Molly and we accidentally were forced into a relationship and so here I am. Funny though how Molly has this way of reconnecting me to my world before. She awakes a person who I think didn't exist in me. I didn't think I'd have been having such desires towards her, something which is new and odd to me. I've never felt such way with all my ex-es before. I hope it's not a bad thing. Anyway, it's just a matter of time before the rumours of me resurfing back to the world gone to the ears of my friends back in East High. Until then, I still have to face the awkward situation here.




Truthfully,
A.L